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Kail by antidepressant72, literature

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Kail

Around the electric chair, Kail But do not touch Do not wrap those fingers of yours Around the wires I've strung in your life Not yet Come clean, Kail Wipe away the wonder, Wipe into this world Of open streets And into me Find yourself in this room But sit, stay still Play with the switches, And you could die Just like that Play with me, Kail Time, it is time I am not yours, but you are mine So mine And so dirty So wrong, So long Time, it is mine I am here, you are alive But we are not living together For our minds are worlds apart, Yours and mine are Take this breath And think for a moment Hold in it your preciou

pornradio godsex life by antidepressant72, literature

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pornradio godsex life

Tin foil genius, superficial sex addiction Hearts in bathroom sinks Overflowing with static pleasure Too many fans tore out the signature Stuck it up on one neat wall Exploited every naked picture While the photographers went through withdrawal Weird little stick-thin baby Born to break the world in three God gave him a piece And handed one to me Presidential sluts and make-up junkies Letters hanging in dirty air Forming words to finish what was ended Clarified, but never clear One bus driver suspended in space Without a star to navigate Nailed himself through hands and feet Believing Christ would help him bleed Weird littl

Paradise For Psychophobic by antidepressant72, literature

THIS.IS.IT. by antidepressant72, literature

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THIS.IS.IT.

And then it ends The world surrenders And this is my ending To suspend the pretenders Let me direct your attention From the people in flames To the stars we left hanging By tags devoid of names Adrenaline-spiked deaths Lie exposed on your street And every time one fades away Another is added to complete What can never be completed So the world falls into hands Defined by your generic features The fingers wrap around mechanically One still pointing at a world of frozen creatures And to this demand we surrender Feel the ground break I am organizing perfection Detain the breath intake I possess the world's last weapon Take

-W-REC-k-ONCILE by antidepressant72, literature

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Acti0n, Perfection, Sell it. by antidepressant72, literature

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Acti0n, Perfection, Sell it.

I wish you could have seen What the angels did to me When they played their songs and sung You don't know the words anymore It's sad to see this is all I'm waiting for And know that I can't change it I wanted to fall off the edge And push myself away from her Pointing to the words you remind me of Typing when I didn't know where the letters were I'm blinded by your hands Your words asking me to guess who you are From behind me; You're all that I see And you're the one I didn't want to wait for All you say to me is hey When you step up and smile It's easy not to melt, But it's not so easy when I have to think Of the troubles

Project 3 by antidepressant72, literature

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Slash 29 by antidepressant72, literature

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Slash 29

I\'m running away tonight And I won\'t stop running until I\'m alone I need to get away from life I am hated at home Hated by me and hated by you Hated by everyone who I love I needed somewhere to get away Someone who wouldn\'t push and shove I slash away my memories The good and the bad Tonight I decide to never go back Seeing you makes me too sad A close friend forms a true love And that\'s what we thought we had But no one except you Could ever make me so mad I put my trust into you And you took it all away Never gave back anything That\'s why I ran away So tonight alone, I slit my wrist And bleed on this solid ground

Our Fire by antidepressant72, literature

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Our Fire

Flames of orange build on one another Glistening in their own bright light Standing out against the darkness Of the subtly changing purple night Skyline of buildings Far away from the fire Burning on and on Seems it never will expire Our trust will build stronger and stronger Letting us become closer as friends We stand out as the only freaks We contrast and do not blend Of course our friendship will grow into more Sooner or later we know it But for now we\'re fine as we are When the time comes, we\'ll probably blow it Higher and higher Scream as it burns The shadows are so dark The light\'s so bright it hurts Flames lash

Wanted Line by antidepressant72, literature

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Wanted Line

She stands away from her boundary It was not determined by her He hand picks the rest of them To come over to the other side The line, so powerful, yet so thin All it does is divides But that\'s what the others say They don\'t know what it\'s like To be depressed, to be so sad To be on the other side The line separates the happy The normal and the loved From the rest of us Who drown in sorrow and our own blood A clock ticks the time away Counts the seconds we have to live For the happy people on the other side Life is a good thing to give But for us, our lives, our torn hearts Those cannot be fixed Thus the reason we are h

Suicidal Night by antidepressant72, literature

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Suicidal Night

Cutting closer to my veins I realize I can\'t feel this No loss no sadness no more pain I needed to get through it Cutting deeper every day I realize I\'m dead inside And everything is just so blank A closer stare A common stutter Take another look Second guessing for the better Let myself off the hook Don\'t bring this to me once again Love and hate all the same Brought this to me once before I don\'t need you anymore A brand new slash Another reason Give me away again Leave me here all alone I have no more friends I\'ll die a sudden depressing death Here so far away from home Without you, there\'s nothing left Can\'t

Leave This World With a Dream by antidepressant72, literature

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Leave This World With a Dream

Force upon me my own feelings Emotions strong enough to bring tears Eat away at my insides While I wait alone in here Stand by me true Say you can\'t leave me now Words from you may heal Come here, Love A closer friend Hold me tight, my dear A handle on reality A swiftly moving world Tilt me left And swing me right Bring me back to loathe A closer wonder My farthest dream Make my imagination come back A little closer you can get A hand to hold Love a friend Take my words Do something Leave me here alone I\'ll be okay without you I\'ll live on my own But the days I pass They will be slow Lonely and cold and hated B

Slit By Night by antidepressant72, literature

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Slit By Night

Darkness secludes me In my small, different world As I breathe different air than you breathe And of course you are blind To all of my perfections To all of my reasons to bleed Dusk surrounds me I pray it won\'t lift to dawn Before I can make right of everything wrong Before my own blood is present on my wrist Before I have the chance to slit I\'m hoping my darkness My own shadowy life Will not allow me to be alive In my world, my mind, my seclusion My internal darkness never ceases I can slit forever and never be stopped In my own world I would be better And I wouldn\'t be pressured or hated or shoved I\'d be on my own; al

Orange Dreams by antidepressant72, literature

Through the Glass by antidepressant72, literature

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Through the Glass

Through the glass we all look different I look better You look nice We together make a bad pair Unlike who we are in real life Through the glass we each look special Curved and dimly lit Blurred and random Soft and understanding We cannot forget Its who we are and who we were The glass takes that away Because through each others eyes We have seen different days Through the glass we know each other We are closer than before Through the glass we are better Without the glass We are clearer Brighter So much more real Without the glass We are ourselves Something that we are afraid to feel

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When We Die Holding Hands by joey-jordison666, literature

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When We Die Holding Hands

My heart stood still on that Midnight You At the window in the dark Your shadow standing still as the thunder struck the earth The blade clinched in your hand Your eyes black but beautiful Your tears and blood swirled on the floor Your expression silent and lifeless the way the reaper left you for me to discover I picked up the blade I kissed your cheek and closed your eyes and carried you to the bed I lay beside you and cried and tried to stop your bleeding Here you are now dead, Just the way life liked you Here you are now dead, The way life robbed me of how I loved you Here you are now dead, The ultimate price everyone had to

Placebo by fragilefacade, literature

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Placebo

There is a silver bullet. Where my heart used to be. Shining ever brightly. Shining teasingly. I sing and hear the echo, Pulsing through my veins. I sing and hear the echo. Hear the echo. Pulsing veins. There is no longer shadow, Where there is no dim part. There only lies this bullet; One bullet ends a start. I sing and hear the echo, Pulsing through my veins. I sing and hear the echo. Hear the echo. I pick the stitches open, Where my heart used to be. I cannot feel the heartache. I cannot even see. I sing and hear the echo, Pulsing through my veins. I sing and hear the echo. There is a silver bullet; A lack of pumpi

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Aug 15, 2004

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Oct 18, 2003

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